sorry about the post earlier today...i really was being stupid...i need to just accept that im not going to the party and move on...i just wish it was that easy... :[ i've finished most of my school today..everything accept reading my 50 pages and writing a sonnet(a 14 line poem, with 10 syllables in each line and a iambic foot pattern) ugh i have no idea how im going to write it...cam is a lesson ahead of me..and of course he wrote his sonnet in one day and it was perfect :[ i dont know why i cant write something good..all i do is complain on here it seems like... SORRY! 

here is one of my favorite songs,. History, by Matthew West and it totally helps me on days like this... :)

Its been a bad day, you've been looking backAnd all you can see is everything you wish you could take back
All your mistakes, a world of regrets
All of those moments you would rather forget
I know it's hard to believe
Let me refresh your memory

Chorus:
Yesterday is history
And history is miles away
So leave it all behind you
Let it always remind you of the day
The day that love made history

You know you can't stay right where you fell
The hardest part is forgiving yourself
But let's take a walk into today
And don't let your past get in the way

Repeat chorus

Yeah Yeah

Would you believe that you are history
In the making, in the making
Every choice that you are making
Every step that you are taking
Every chain that you are breaking
History is in the making
Every word that you are saying
Every prayer that you are praying
Every chain that you are breaking
History is in the making
History is in the making
History is in the making

Repeat chorus

Yeah yeah
Oh history is in the making

Every word that you are saying
Every prayer that you are praying
Every chain that you are breaking
History is in the making
History is in the making
History is in the making